But there is one significant difference – a clear and decisive one, which separates a scientist, pursuing knowledge for knowledge’s sake in a laboratory – from a doctor, who is a humanist and pursues for science and the nature of people. Ginko is primarily the latter, as his medicine is not just scientific, but verbal as well. Ginko is ultimately a person who tells stories, and Mushishi is a story about the stories in his life – the ones he collects and keeps as valuable memories regarding mushi, but people as well. In other words, Mushishi is a story about stories. Yes, by every episode, Ginko tends to have a remedy for the Mushi that ails people, but what makes his medicine work is the fact that he gives and receives. He is a mouthpiece for both Mushi and people, and to make sure they keep to their separate and distinct worlds, he must travel and absorb every experience he has.

Not All Who Wander Are Lost; Mushishi and Verbal Medicine. 

In the second half Nagi no Asukara, the story takes a sharp turn, as Miuna Shiodome becomes the narrator and we wind through five years of time. Much has changed, but much has not, including Miuna and her desire to overcome her weaknesses and find a place to belong. In this sense, Miuna is very similar to that of a hero or princess from a fairytale. What is spectacular however, is that as much as Miuna’s story follows that of a fairytale, it’s also about fairytales, and she is ultimately the one who steers it toward its denouement, rather than fate or other magical circumstances.

Through the Looking Glass (And the Melancholy She Found There).

Hunter x Hunter is a series that has continued to defy belief, expectation, and prediction. Weaving storyline with an expanding and dynamic cast, the show has been in a tumultuous phase for the past forty episodes – almost a year – with answers still building, characters still growing, and resolution still awaiting. Because of this, some call it the messiest arc of the series, pointing fingers at the pacing and style. Others think it’s engrossing and mesmerizing, creating some of the best moments of shonen in anime history. At the heart of these polarizing opinions however, lies a particular structure: a powerful narrator that unites discourse, consequence, and duality into a singular entity.

A Structure of Chaos; Narrative Discourse, Consequence, and Duality in Hunter x Hunter.

Heroism is defined by the behavior of rising to the moment; of meeting a noble end, and fulfilling a higher purpose. There are three specific elements to heroism: the drive or purpose to accomplish your duty, the people you try to protect and save, and the power that you use to save and protect them. In balancing your power and drive as well as successfully accomplishing your goal, you become a hero; a status marked by either fame or glory. Sometimes heroes are born, other times they are made, or thrust into the role without ever wanting to be it in the first place. In both Gatchaman Crowds and Teen Titans, our characters are ‘heroes’ in a different sense. They are ‘masked’ and do not reveal themselves to the public, each having their own unique ability and using it for the greater good.  They rise to the occasion. They save lives. They represent the best of humanity….

There Are No Such Things As Heroes; Failed Heroism in Teen Titans and Gatchaman Crowds.

At a first glance, Uchouten Kazoku and Gatchaman Crowds share hardly anything in common, except for a flashy art style and smooth music. Kazoku focuses on the day to day lives of the tanuki family and its friends, while Gatchaman takes a look at the heroes of Tokyo City as they try to stop alien attacks on the home front. Yet both shows share a similarity that’s far deeper and more interesting than just the technical: the two have distinctive ways of twisting with social constructivism when it comes to gender. Social constructionism considers how social phenomena or objects of consciousness – such as sex and gender – develop in social contexts. Social constructs, then, are concepts that have meaning and shared understandings based on a given people’s ways of seeing, interpreting, interrelating and interacting. In Gatchaman and Uchouten however, this social phenomena is absent because the characters live in a different world completely. There is no interaction through the way that we, the audience (who live in a normal society) perceives it.

Gender out of Spaces; Uchouten Kazoku and Gatchaman Crowds.

What is it that grabs me so much about Flowers of Evil? It’s a question that’s been burning in my head for a few weeks now as my love spirals deeper and deeper for the show. Four weeks ago, I was really into the series. Yesterday, I ended up buying all the volumes, sifting through them multiple times and coming to tear up at some scenes. By the time I finished Volume 5, I realized that I had read the entire series in one sitting – a rare feat, as I tend to enjoy manga in bits and not in stretches. As I carefully put the tankobons under my bed and opened my laptop, something stuck. It stayed like a thorn, pressing deeply into my side, and even as I tried to sleep, the question remained. What makes this series so good? Why do I love it so much, and what does it say about me as an anime fan but also as my own individual?

Youth is Dead, Long Live Youth; Aku No Hana and the Power of Nostalgia.

(trigger warning: depression, suicide, self-hurt; spoilers for the manga.)


we can’t see the start, we can’t hide the end; an aku no hana fanmix (in collab w/karisa)
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we can’t see the start, we can’t hide the end; an aku no hana fanmix (in collab w/karisa)

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Both girls leave him. Kasuga is alone more than ever in Episode 11 and is perhaps, emptier than he was in the first episode. Here, there are no books to console him, to give him the illusion that he is well-read and secretly more knowledgeable than anyone else in the room. His parents grieve at his actions and give him no sympathy whatsoever. The classroom and pool are even more awkward as he’s forced to see the faces of the people he has betrayed. But what Episode 11 is about the most is how Kasuga has betrayed himself, more than anyone. He has stepped on all of the ideals he held so dear, and has ultimately become nothing in the process.

I Will Follow You Into the Dark; Flowers of Evil Episode 11.

The truth, though, is that the whole paradigm of “choice” in this circumstance is bullshit. In any other circumstance, the centerpiece of episode 10 would be a harem fantasy, the bland protagonist torn between two women who both appeal to completely different sides of him and also love him to pieces. Flowers of Evil transforms it into a nightmare, an emotional breakdown in the rain as two damaged adolescent girls scream at their prospective boyfriend, telling him to choose. In the end, going with Saeki would consign Kasuga to a life bound by society, incapable of expressing himself, while going with Nakamura would push Kasuga further and further away from society until it disappears all together. There is no right choice, just as there is no wrong choice. There are only choices with consequences, both good and bad, but consequences that Kasuga will have to face up to if he is to grow up and become a stronger person. But in the end, Kasuga doesn’t choose. When given a choice between sanity and deviancy, he chooses neither, instead shouting that he is neither good nor bad nor sane nor mad but empty. A hollow shell so caught up in his own presumption that when push came to shove, he couldn’t back up his own rhetoric with substance. Rather than deal with the consequences of his decisions he chooses to evade, and that hesitance exposes him to both Saeki and Nakamura for what he really is: a mundane, petty, pretentious person.

The Storm; Flowers of Evil, Episode 10.

I did say this before, and my opinion still stands, though now I do realize that at least things get slightly better towards the middle of the manga, also known as the Scouting Legion arc. The anime hasn’t covered this yet, though I hope that it does, because that’s really where things start picking up and characters become a little more interesting and stand out in their own ways. With that in mind, let’s go back to this week’s episode, which actually turned out to be my second favorite after Episode 8. Wendeego didn’t enjoy the extended scenes of talking, but I really did – this was one of the few times where action and dialogue was mixed in evenly enough so that we got a sense of what our characters were striving for, whether they were new or not. This comes first in the form of Commander Pixis, who somehow is able to sonorus his voice and talk to the entire army, managing to give them a meaning to fight. What I did enjoy was how this wasn’t necessarily your typical inspirational speech – Pixis offers no comfort or happy dreams for his soldiers – but he does outline the consequences if people give into fear and back off from their duties. This is also seen when Pixis’ soldier gives a discussion about how these people who die aren’t meaningless (despite the anime seeming to suggest so) and have lives, blood, flesh, names – and that their sacrifice is no easy thing to digest and Eren will need to take responsibility for the people who will die today. It was very curt and necessary and I do wish that the show could reveal this aspect of war more instead of just monotonously repeating “People die a lot!” I guess we’ll have to hold on a little longer for that shift to take place though.

Operation Titan; Attack on Titan Episode 11.